I NEED THIS SHIRT

and I AM GOING TO SWITZERLAND EVERYONE

(in a year)

but YAYYYY

when you look me in the eyes

Because you shouldn't have to do work on Fridays

"You are in love what does love look like?" 

Love is a cup of tea, sweetened by the nectar of flowers

Love is saying I don't love you

It is melted ice cream on a sunny day

a hot, cold

sweet, sticky

dripping

mess

It is the light and shadows from the blinds

It is the stories inside dried up tea bags

It is pure, naked and controversial

It fades away

or blooms

But who knows?

FITSPO:ME

Going for my first jog in AGES.

Bikini body come to me.

Diary Of the not so mysterious V

I'm going to start a diary

filled with doodles

dead flowers 

Unspoken thoughts 

Art

Doodling

Travels

Photos.

19/03/2014 

Entry 01:

Diaries aren't that immature after all.

Amen to that sista

Y/N?

Because it uses greek yogurt, therefore it is a European cake.............

If I get into the student exchange program to Europe, I shall make this beautiful Grape, Almond, and Olive oil Cake to celebrate! Everyone shall get a slice of this celebratory cake.

Mishy massy

Yes please.....

Ron..ald Mcdonald

Disco to a(n) (egg)plant

I

am 

bored

who am i who are you

QOTD

If you are depressed you are living in the past. If you are anxious you are living in the future. If you are at peace you are living in the present.Lao Tzu

Life is a continuous Journey

Spent the whole morning reading cookbooks, making blueberry yogurt parfaits, looking at Laura Catterall (She looks so good in a high waisted bikini.) and researching on "Myths and traditions of Saint Patrick's Day" which obviously led to "20 Irish Recipes", "12 easy steps to celebrating Saint Patrick's Day", a detailed google maps location of Ireland and an internal 4 minute debate on whether anyone would eat green chocolate chip cookies if I made them and scanning through my favourite and most trusted summary of everything and anything (wikipedia, yeah whatever "university kids should know better" blablabla. #suckonit). Intermittent distractions like "Gemma ward is fat-debate!/because of Ledger/she's pregnant/she quit modelling/she has twin brothers" articles, which I felt were shallow and far fetched yet strangely addictive. It made me reflect on the skewed way everything is portrayed by the media and how scary and horrible it must be to be a celebrity under the non-stop scrutiny of the paparazzi especially with the prevalence of the internet.

Back to the books I should go, out of my pyjamas and into the warm loving arms of business law, management, operations management, accountancy and nation building. I love thee like a thunderstorm on a sunny day.

What am I doing with my life? Is business the life for me? 

I have no idea but... Whoever does?

when i blog i blog for you

Every bachelor(ette) pad needs this.

CANT WAIT

Delicious 

Japanese 

Food

TUNA BELLY COME TO MY BELLY

The young ones

Today, I saw a bunch of kids using french fries as bait to fish in a pond.

.

.

.

lol

Feels

Deflowering

sick...... why does it have chives??!!??!?!?!?!?!?

A cone of rose gelato > a bouquet of roses ANY day.

Is this how the rose gelato blooms? M.a.g.i.c.a.l. 

Confession #1

I don't love ice cream. 

I don't hate ice cream, but I am not crazy about it. I think it's not worth the calories....... before you brand me she-devil a.k.a advocate of calorie counting. I would like to clarify that I enjoy the occasional  pecan pies/soft fluffy cakes with puff pastry or crunchy biscuit bottoms/waffles drizzled with honey and bananas/crepes with cream and strawberries/chocolate covered donuts topped with nuts/red velvet cupcakes with cream cheese frosting/tausuan with fritters/mua chee/mango sticky rice/tang yuan with sesame filling/gui ling gao drowned in honey/ALL kueh kueh/ crispy appam with red sugar and coconut milk/pineapple tarts/apple strudels/liu sha pau/portugese egg tarts and the list goes on and on (drooling just thinking about it). Ice cream simply does not cut it for me, it simply does not have the complexity of different textures and flavours (mostly textures). It's just smooth, cold, artificially sweet and usually gives me a strange flu/sore throat after.

EXCEPT

the gelato rose 

Which I really want to go to Europe to try. 

(It's been an obsession of mine)

Make poems not war

shallow ponderer

Am I to dwell in the clear shallow pond of 

mud crabs and guppy fish

Or venture into the deeper salty waters 

where sun and sea collide into a shimmering brilliance

To wade or dive or test the tide

will there be any signs when we go underwater 

(stop, go, let it go)

will the fear of sharks and drowning 

Leave us 

never being more than a trail of footprints in the sand

washed away by gentle morning tide

unknown, unthought, unseen

who amongst us all will be brave enough

or foolish.

to seek of mermen and the unknown treasures they bequeath 

who will choke on the waves of the everlasting cyclic movement 

or swim back to shore, unscathed. Unchanged.

who will never be seen again

never stopping,

riding against the undertow of life,

far away,

into the brilliance of the dazzling sun

Yonder