See you next term ;)
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
Saturday, March 10, 2012
What do lonely people do?
Hello everyone, E went to HK today. I miss him. This Saturday night really made me realize how empty my life is without him. I don't know what other 18 year old couples are like but E and I spend most of our free time together. Maybe it's unhealthy, maybe that's why I am currently having withdrawal symptoms and am spamming his whatsapp half hourly with random messages from "MADI GRAZ MADI GRAZ" to "i want a photobooth for our wedding".(Ideas largely influenced by random scenes on television) What do single people do on weekends? I suppose i used to go out with my friends but now they all just spend time with their family because time is so hard to come by. I wonder what lonely singles do. I for one am spending the night painting my nails, watching TV, playing chess with friends (frankly, just one friend) and tomorrow will be a better day. I'm just going to live my life to the fullest because i'm sure that's what E would want (Why am i talking like he died - touchwood). Whatever it is, I am going to blame this on technology
Have a wonderful night everyone :-)
Friday, March 9, 2012
encouragement fail hahah
T has an ELL paper tomorrow, so i thought i would encourage her by testing her the simplest english form i know.
V: what is a noun
T: A thing word HAHA FREAK HOW WOULD I KNOW
V: what is a noun
T: A thing word HAHA FREAK HOW WOULD I KNOW
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
NO MY DREAMS ARE MADE OF successions of images, ideas, emotions, and sensations that occur involuntarily in the mind during certain stages of sleep.
I am souper grouchy.
SOUPER.
i am also souper weird.
LOLAME
Sunday, March 4, 2012
Sian of studying. (some chinese words just can't be translated)
I just read an article in the papers about divorce rates increasing in older couples who have 40 + years worth of marriage reason being their children were already grown up and there was just no need to put up with each other anymore
WHY.
WHY
WHY
WHY
I understand that the article believes that it is because of our developing world, it is because women have more financial power and are no longer dependent on men. But is that what marriage is about? Looking from my naive 17 year old eyes, is it too idealistic to believe in a marriage like the one in the notebook? Of never ending love that stems from two human souls? I was deeply saddened after reading the article. We live in a highly crippled society. I shall not discuss the economic consequences of such an unhealthy trend (not because i am sick of studying economics but because i feel that that isn't the most worrying thing about this issue) Where the constitution we call marriage has become a broken principle. This broken principle has been named, condoned and practiced as a normality. This broken principle is what we call "divorce". I could go on forever about why divorce has become a predominant characteristic in our current society, but really what is the point? Divorce is wrong. It should not be an option. Not because of your children, your religion, your parents. But just because it goes against the marriage vows you took. Then again it brings the problem of extramarital affairs, abuse and other reasons that make divorce such a viable (almost compulsory) option. So how now? Is marriage an impossible concept for the people of the present? In this day and age where you can pick your spouse, people can still "fall out of love" after a mere 5-7 years of marriage. This worries me so much. This innate fear that i am not ready for marriage. That even when you think you are ready, the reality of marriage kills love. I am faced with two realities : the first being, the increasing rates of divorce and the second being, my parents who have been happily married for 20 years. I don't know how to feel per say. But I want to know what the importance of marriage is. Why get married? Why get married in our current world? Can love and marriage coexists? If it takes so much effort and couples just end up getting divorced why do it? I feel like a teenager penning down my frustrations about the world and it's imperfections. Which is funny. Because I am, I am doing just that.
(Anyway, Eugene, if you are reading this : yes i still want to get married to you and live on mars in a castle in the late future when/if our planet dies. Yes, the proposal I sprung on you on the 29th due to the ridiculous rumor that when a women proposes to a man on the 29th he cannot refuse still holds true. Even though you rejected me.............. So fear not! I am not indirectly breaking up with you through my blog. Which would be funny in a very hypothetical sense)
P.S. I have left so many valid logical key arguments out that every time i re-read my post i feel like adding in 10 million more ideas and contradictions to what i said. Is that just queer or what.
Monday, February 27, 2012
Musing I
Today was eugene and my 6 month milestone. We had a late dinner, i had ta pao-ed da paolo salmon and mushroom rice and he had mcdonald's. This was the first time we celebrated our monthersary. Monthersaries have always seemed a rather strange practice to me. What was the point of celebrating each month of togetherness? What do you say to each other? "Hope to see you next month same time same place"? I felt that it put too much pressure on to a relationship, so i nulled it. I don't know how to feel celebrating a practice i have for 6 months refused to acknowledge. But rather then dwell on the practice of celebrating monthesaries, the purpose of this post is to tell you my thoughts on our relationship. In the beginning of our relationship, i do believe we were in our honey moon period (despite it being a rather tumultuous one) that we looked at each other through rose tinted eyes and were deeply infatuated. Now, however, after 6 months of getting to know each other better. There is a kind of "realness" added to our relationship. Almost like the last 6 months were a trial and our relationship is now the real deal. He is who he truly is with me now. (awkward absence of link because this is the internet not my dear diary kept in my safe) With Alevels and CCA, it is not going to be easy juggling my PMS, stress levels and a boyfriend. But i think that's the point, to grow to become a better person, i must learn how to manage my life with its up and downs and left and rights. It is never the people who have nothing on their plate who succeed but the people who have a full plate and can balance it on their head. - Really Retarded Analogy by Valerie Teo.
All in all,
Happy Day to You!
Saturday, February 25, 2012
Digital Dating
I downloaded a boyfriend app
thought it would be funny
but felt a little bit guilty
even though i bought him a soccer tee
a new skin tone. A new hairstyle
to make him look more like you
he still looked terribly unlike you
showering him with virtual kisses
with the double tappings of my agile fingers
were poor imitations of the actual..
it is very strange to have a digital boyfriend
very strange indeed
what kind of possibilities has technology given us?
Ques sera sera
This is "Adios" digital boyfriend
no more online cookies for you.
Sunday, February 19, 2012
Saturday, February 18, 2012
Friday, February 17, 2012
Ballet is so beautiful
I have been spending countless (5) days watching Got to dance UK and i think the box is better than Akai so sue me.
Thursday, February 16, 2012
He's sleeping
Day 4 of being sick was not more fun than the previous days. TV is getting boring.... Except desperate housewives, i love desperate housewives so much. Highlight of the day: Eugene came to visit and brought tao hui. Woo woo. Anyway, the above picture is a cat version of us. It really does kind of summarize our day. We like sleeping and breathing and being in love. (Awwwww) This paragraph has been very disjointed.
Goodnight.
Monday, February 6, 2012
Monday Wasn't So Bad Today
Hi guys, i just want to apologize for not blogging i realise that my previous post was kinda rude (also thank you for the two hate clicks guys, so much love from y'all) so yes. I beg your pardon my comrades. I have been busy sleeping, eating, watching desperate housewives and living my life to the fullest in a general sense. On a more worrying note, i realise i feel no compulsion to publish posts on this website as i would have a few months ago. Do you think it's maturity? AM I A GROWN WOMAN NOW THAT I HAVE TURNED 18, AM IN A RELATIONSHIP AND AM A PROUD OWNER OF A POTTED CHRYSANTHEMUM PLANT?(That is sadly withering due to...................................PLANT ABUSE.)
Please comment and tell me your thoughts on my maturity level from a scale of 1 to 10. 1 being the maturity level of a teenage boy aged 18 named Bryan Cresswell and 10 being the maturity level of a Tytos Owl. You may comment under the lias of "Mr Nirmal Singh" or any other name that you fancy. Terms and conditions apply.
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
Saturday, January 28, 2012
The Only Surviving member of the Sisterhood of lomography
I'm gonna bring it to school one day when my bag is not the weight of stone
Thursday, January 26, 2012
Freedom of Speech
Oh goodness gracious! There are more people clicking my boxes. After doing a comprehension on Mass Media, i hope that this increase in viewership is not due to my publishing "sensational" news but rather because I, as a blogger, have successfully educated you with information that is of importance to your lives.
Do give me feedback! (in your own words as far as possible)
Monday, January 23, 2012
True love my friends
E: To show you how much i love you, i've liked everything twice
V: LOLOLOLOL
The way to a woman's heart is by liking her blogposts
TWICE
The way to a woman's heart is by liking her blogposts
TWICE
Sunday, January 22, 2012
You are no. 1
Oh my, i can even make out the nails. (Y)
Dear Madam,
I have recently been told that studying (du shu) is prohibited during chinese new year. This is due to the fact that the chinese pronunciation of "study"sounds similar to "gamble and lose". Thus, to boost our economy and expand our circular flow of income I have decided not to study or more famously known as "gamble and lose" for this Wednesday's Economics Test. Hopefully, I did not just "gamble and lose" my passing grade in the test.
Yours Sincerely,
V
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