All who wander may not be lost, all that is gold may not glitter.

en·nui/änˈwē/

Noun:	Listlessness and dissatisfaction arising from a lack of occupation or excitement.
Synonyms:	tedium - boredom - weariness - bore - dullness

Life's monotonous drone is taking it's toll on my ever wandering heart. 

The pressure of doing well and getting good grades is becoming a shadow of an echo in the back of my mind. A constant ever present reminder but seeming increasingly insignificant in the bigger scheme of things. One day after another, a cycle of school, solitude, homework, revision is a chant that cries my name from the carefully jotted down plan in my journal. "This is right, this is good", shouts my nameless, faceless future. As I skim the newspaper, I begin to see gaps and patterns of the world that I used to be blinded to. Issues that question the success of our education. I have this scholarly urge to change the shape of the world. It's almost like I am at the cross roads but rather than walking the paths past trodden. I seek to carve out my own path. To walk straight into the wilderness and leave a trail of stronger grass in my wake. I do not aim to change the world but to do what I can to heal this somewhat bruised and trampled world.

I digress. I complicate. I am human.