Fighting over canteen tables

I'm exhausted. I feel like i'm paralyzed (and i'm lovin' it) i just found out a tragedy that drained out the little that was left in me. I'm void of emotion now. I used up my joy laughter feigning of sickness and currently feel light and unconcerned. My eyes want to fall into the darkness called sleep but my hair is still damp. Here's the tragedy/ies:

Math: F
Amath: F
Chinese: F
English: F
Chem: F
Physics: F
Literature: F

Okay maybe this is a slight exaggeration but word from the horses mouth (my teachers hint real hard at me) that i practically failed a lot of subjects (some i have tuition for) (pass the cup of shame please) Yes, i know i didn't study right.... but still................WHY A FAIL. i mean c'mon i READ through most of the notes. Why couldn't i be born a genius (like my brother, the glance once and DING: A1) or a mugger (like my sister. where did my concentration gene go to dammit). Why did i have to be the slacker? Hmm. Huh. Hee. Don't be all "U d3$eRved it Bitch" OK cause i'm ranting.Whats left of me...(i love nick lachey)