I'd like to be asked out on a date. I realize I always initiate dates and things to do because of my pre planning habitual lifestyle. I absolutely need (and have a strange addiction) to plan, it attains my inner equilibrium which unfortunately or fortunately leads to people not wishing to disrupt my perfect time table. Oh, the dilemmas. There is no solution to this problem. I wonder if an unpredictable carefree life is blissful or just boring.
I guess it's a matter of perspective.
Is that sad? Because I'm the girl etc. I just realised mid sentence that the reason I initiate things is also because I am too impatient. I don't think I can sit around waiting for some guy (no offence) to ask me out. Then again, it is what girls desire, makes us feel loved. Well, coming from a girl in a mature relationship of 10 months (ha ha), my conclusion is that......................I would love and be rather impressed actually for the guy to initiate something in a decisive macho manner but if not I'm just going to plan my life in accordance. KTHXBAI.
P.S. I think it's just boys. They are immature and need to grow up.
P.P.S. this is just a general post not particularly directed to anyone except....Eu!
(JOKES BROTHER JOKES)
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