Musing I

Today was eugene and my 6 month milestone. We had a late dinner, i had ta pao-ed da paolo salmon and mushroom rice and he had mcdonald's. This was the first time we celebrated our monthersary. Monthersaries have always seemed a rather strange practice to me. What was the point of celebrating each month of togetherness? What do you say to each other? "Hope to see you next month same time same place"? I felt that it put too much pressure on to a relationship, so i nulled it. I don't know how to feel celebrating a practice i have for 6 months refused to acknowledge. But rather then dwell on the practice of celebrating monthesaries, the purpose of this post is to tell you my thoughts on our relationship. In the beginning of our relationship, i do believe we were in our honey moon period (despite it being a rather tumultuous one) that we looked at each other through rose tinted eyes and were deeply infatuated. Now, however, after 6 months of getting to know each other better. There is a kind of "realness" added to our relationship. Almost like the last 6 months were a trial and our relationship is now the real deal. He is who he truly is with me now. (awkward absence of link because this is the internet not my dear diary kept in my safe) With Alevels and CCA, it is not going to be easy juggling my PMS, stress levels and a boyfriend. But i think that's the point, to grow to become a better person, i must learn how to manage my life with its up and downs and left and rights. It is never the people who have nothing on their plate who succeed but the people who have a full plate and can balance it on their head. - Really Retarded Analogy by Valerie Teo.

All in all,

Happy Day to You!