my brother is a baldie

i got the shock of my life when i came home today and saw him shaved! i almost cried. i am going to miss this stupid boy so much......... he is one of the most important people in my life. Who am i going to complain my day to? who is going to give me W.O.W (words of wisdom)? who is going to listen to me rant and rant and rant and without making me feel afraid of boring/annoying him? who is going to tolerate my pms days? who is going to be there when i need someone to talk to? who is going to help me with my economics and mathematics homework? who is going to listen to my ideas about PI? who is going to come into my room in the middle of the night just to talk to me? who is going to share popcorn with me? who is going to eat all the food i can't finish? who is going to play softball with me? who is going to bring me to watch softball matches and explain softball to me personally? who is going to listen to me speak about softball and actually understand? who is going to let me steal his extra mints unconditionally? who is going to buy me a sponge globe the exact size of a softball so i can throw it against the wall for practice? who is going to go to thailand and buy me notebooks (boys are so clueless... he went to THAILAND (land of shopping) and he got me notebooks!)? who is going to cheer me up when i am down? who is going to explain things to me? who is going to advise me on my problems? who is going to give me solutions to my problems? who is going to be as patient and tolerant and kind to me? who is going to listen to my stories and not judge me? who is going to accept me for who i am (because he has to)? who is going to be my flighty bird? who is going to make me feel so comfortable that i can act as i feel all the time? who? who? who? 

I feel so helpless. i rely on you way too much.