i hope people don't think i'm some fashion monger and this has turned into some lameass fashion blog where we gush about fashion and not about real life situations; illness, no cash, lack of self control and being lousy at chinese. Because it's not! it's still a selfish blog about a selfish girl who just happens to have watched ANTM one too many times and thinks she knows oh so much about "smeyezing". Don't take offense and write me off. Loveya!