Meet my bestfriends

the kind of freaky things E does with my webcam

the kind of freaky this we do with my webcam

best smile award

Wedding Dreams

I want something simple different and beautiful

;)

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HI NAI N PRI MY AVID READERZ

Tomorrow is my medical check up. Wish me luck xx. I miss blogging but i've been very down now a days and i don't want to make this blog a sad place for anybody. I love everyone!!!!

International Friendship Day

Thank you for being my friend.

I wish being handicapped could make me strive to do more work and such. But it just makes me feel like eating, sleeping, watching bad tv and feeling miserable about myself. (AND NEVER DOING HOMEWORK EVER AGAIN AND BECOMING A PROFESSIONAL FRIENDSHIP BRACELET MAKER) I feel so constrained and cooped up at home in my current state of immobility. I thought I was past feeling sorry for myself but from time to time I wish with all my heart I can walk just walk a couple of miles to holland village and get myself a frozen yogurt or even better to run and play softball with all my friends or even to just go to the canteen and buy a drink for myself. Basically, i just long to be free. Anyway, my bemoaning is not the gist of this stupid post which is making me grouchy because i am beginning to feel sorry for myself again. I want to thank everyone who has been a great and supportive friend for being a friend in need and a friend indeed especially Nicole and Nainika and Eugene. EVERYONE ELSE ALSO. but you three really look out for me all the time and i don't know how to thank you enough. OH MY GOSH and priya and junhao and andrew and nicholas and hannah and angie. HAIZ TOO MANY PEOPLE IM NOT POSTING THIS SHIT. I'm going to invite everyone for pizza soon and treat y'all because i feel bad for all the recesses (and chocolate waffles) you've bought for me. In the meantime, i shall endow everyone with friendship bracelets. Happy Friendship Day amigos!

We have evolved

But you know.

Hate being stuck at home

We should have a mexican party!!!!!!! TACO NIGHTZ

tomorrow~~~~

COME FOR HOUSE VISIT

tyvm <3 u all

not everything is about you

lololol

diz is funny

Life's like that

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YES I AM. LOL. just kidding. This would be a very cute and funny bottle cap

overwhelming POSITIVITY from everyone

You were sent to me.

in tragedy, you find friends :)

Thank you lexy, junny and andy <3 

:)

and everyone in the softball team and everyone who texted me throughout yesterday and today. 

Photobomb

I CANT WAIT FOR U TO COME BACK LEXAUROUS

 my favourite food in the world : Yogurt Parfait 

The best and only yogurt parfait i have ever had

Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf

$7 

I love yogurt parfait because it has layers of fruit and yogurt and granola all swirled into one tall cup of perfection. Delicious, hopefully healthy and it makes my day :-) when you come back on Sunday alex, we be going to holland V to eat our yo yo papa.

The end~

Oh my Giantyogurtparfait

 FOR MY BIRTHDAY PLEASE

I AM ALIVE

I knew Carly Rae Jepson before "call me maybe" actually. I love this song a lot more, it has a whole lot more soul and not so cutsie.

Upping the stakes

See you next term ;)

:)

Always Pajamas for me 

Does this suffice?

What do lonely people do?

Hello everyone, E went to HK today. I miss him. This Saturday night really made me realize how empty my life is without him. I don't know what other 18 year old couples are like but E and I spend most of our free time together. Maybe it's unhealthy, maybe that's why I am currently having withdrawal symptoms and am spamming his whatsapp half hourly with random messages from "MADI GRAZ MADI GRAZ" to "i want a photobooth for our wedding".(Ideas largely influenced by random scenes on television) What do single people do on weekends? I suppose i used to go out with my friends but now they all just spend time with their family because time is so hard to come by. I wonder what lonely singles do. I for one am spending the night painting my nails, watching TV, playing chess with friends (frankly, just one friend) and tomorrow will be a better day. I'm just going to live my life to the fullest because i'm sure that's what E would want (Why am i talking like he died - touchwood). Whatever it is, I am going to blame this on technology

Have a wonderful night everyone :-)

There is something sadly wrong with the world.

Listen to the lyrics guys.

encouragement fail hahah

T has an ELL paper tomorrow, so i thought i would encourage her by testing her the simplest english form i know.

V: what is a noun
T: A thing word HAHA FREAK HOW WOULD I KNOW

NO MY DREAMS ARE MADE OF successions of images, ideas, emotions, and sensations that occur involuntarily in the mind during certain stages of sleep.

I am souper grouchy.

SOUPER.

i am also souper weird.

LOLAME

GONNA SPAM

hate studying.

bad attitude gonna bring me nowhere...........

i love glee so much

I think its so heart wrenching, full of talented individuals and dramatic.

Sian of studying. (some chinese words just can't be translated)

I just read an article in the papers about divorce rates increasing in older couples who have 40 + years worth of marriage reason being their children were already grown up and there was just no need to put up with each other anymore

WHY.

WHY

WHY

WHY

I understand that the article believes that it is because of our developing world, it is because women have more financial power and are no longer dependent on men. But is that what marriage is about? Looking from my naive 17 year old eyes, is it too idealistic to believe in a marriage like the one in the notebook? Of never ending love that stems from two human souls? I was deeply saddened after reading the article. We live in a highly crippled society. I shall not discuss the economic consequences of such an unhealthy trend (not because i am sick of studying economics but because i feel that that isn't the most worrying thing about this issue) Where the constitution we call marriage has become a broken principle. This broken principle has been named, condoned and practiced as a normality. This broken principle is what we call "divorce". I could go on forever about why divorce has become a predominant characteristic in our current society, but really what is the point? Divorce is wrong. It should not be an option. Not because of your children, your religion, your parents. But just because it goes against the marriage vows you took. Then again it brings the problem of extramarital affairs, abuse and other reasons that make divorce such a viable (almost compulsory) option. So how now? Is marriage an impossible concept for the people of the present? In this day and age where you can pick your spouse, people can still "fall out of love" after a mere 5-7 years of marriage. This worries me so much. This innate fear that i am not ready for marriage. That even when you think you are ready, the reality of marriage kills love. I am faced with two realities : the first being, the increasing rates of divorce and the second being, my parents who have been happily married for 20 years. I don't know how to feel per say. But I want to know what the importance of marriage is. Why get married? Why get married in our current world? Can love and marriage coexists? If it takes so much effort and couples just end up getting divorced why do it? I feel like a teenager penning down my frustrations about the world and it's imperfections. Which is funny. Because I am, I am doing just that.

(Anyway, Eugene, if you are reading this : yes i still want to get married to you and live on mars in a castle in the late future when/if our planet dies. Yes, the proposal I sprung on you on the 29th due to the ridiculous rumor that when a women proposes to a man on the 29th he cannot refuse still holds true. Even though you rejected me.............. So fear not! I am not indirectly breaking up with you through my blog. Which would be funny in a very hypothetical sense)  

P.S. I have left so many valid logical key arguments out that every time i re-read my post i feel like adding in 10 million more ideas and contradictions to what i said. Is that just queer or what.